my day :)

Today i went to see "proposal" and omg that was the fanniest movie ever! I had so much fun just hanging out with Joe. Hahah He got a car and its hot pink lol I feel so bad for him couse he dosnt have enough money for a paint job yet, but its so funny seeing him driving a hot pink car :)

Today i went to a Party..and in the crowd of ppl, i felt lonely.. How can that be??? I had bunch of my friends there..and bunch of cute guys who were flirting..but i still felt lonely....

I feel like a third wheel

I was adopted when i was 14, and now i feel like a third wheel between my step mom and my step sister. Whenever she's gone everything is good, but now since shes here for summer everything seems awkward. Ugh I guess its just life, and we have to suffer at some point and then get over it :)

Hey...
Today i was just sitting in my room listening to music, and i thought that i should start a blog, but the kind of blog my parents or anyone i know would know about. I just want to be myself, and talk about my feelings and just my normal life. Im just another teenage girl, who loves haging out with friends, i have most amazing guy waiting for me. By waiting i mean were not dating becuase of my fast. Ive decided that i would concentrate for 3 months on just god, and get my life back together. But for some reason i cant concentrate on God, it just seems like im having second thoughts... Thats something i have to figure it out. I will be taking one step at the time :)

Im a senior in high school, I play soccer and i love it with all my heart. I think i love Joe ( thats the guy whos waiting for me ) but im only 17 can i be in love??? I just dont know what to do or think. I just cant stop thinking about him, and I actually can see us living together for the rest of my life... is that weird???? idk...